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Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Disillusion … “I know it doesn't matter just how hard I try”


(with thanks to ABBA)




Today, like many days, I am in a funk, bummed out, unhappy, non-clinically depressed.
I am exhausted, in pain, frustrated; insecure in my life, wallet, and future.
I am rarely alone, but I am frequently lonely; sometimes I feel invisible and inaudible.
I hate the admission of my neediness, self-doubt, the feeling of emptiness and dissatisfaction;
constant niggling anger at the lack of communication, compassion, and cooperation.
My tolerance for everything is at low ebb; I want my life back.


Ronda R. Scott-Marak
© 22 April 2015

2 comments:

  1. Is there an epidemic of this? You have my sympathy, FWIW. The more difficult parts do make the beautiful shine brighter... (unless you're so cranky you kick them accidentally, I've done that too. ;) )

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  2. Trust me... if I thought kicking my troubles in the fork would solve my issues I'd put on my steel toed boots.

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